Saturday, February 16, 2008

12:30 and too much to think about

it is 12:30 in the morning. i'm up way to late. but i cant go to sleep. everthing is on my mind. but when i try to think i come up with nothing. i just watched the movie"Becoming Jane" and it was simply amazing. I love that time period. it is so real in so many ways.

u wanna know what would be cool. if i was simply invisible for a few days. i could go around and see ppl in a different way. see them how they are when the doors are closed and no ones looking. i've recently taken up the love of observing ppl. and its really quite fasintating. when u look into someone closely and really study them u always learn something new about them. u can learn and detect what they are feeling. you can tell what they are thinking about. its so neat, but maybe i'm just weird

i would also love to loose all my responsibilities and obligations and go and look up at the stars and lay by a lake, and take a walk in the woods, and have deep theological and philosophical discussions with some of my close friends.

reality stinks

1 comment:

Amanda said...

ashlin, I miss you. :(